My best painting thus far is the one with the girl with the weird smile holding all the guns right up towards the camera. Now, I cant get anywhere near that quality anymore. No matter how hard I may try. And this thing with me constantly trying to make something as great as it, and failing, has lead me to believe that painting was a fluke.
Some sort of wondrous blessing that occurred by accident. And each time I try to make anything anywhere near as good as it, is destroying what little self-esteem I have in my own crappy art.
So, as I said, I'm gonna stop.
My skills haven't gotten any better, and neither has my art really.
Its depressing.
Anyway, in my boredom I painted some sort...of.....I dunno. It's like a haunted balloon monster or something. I don't know. I don't care.

As you can see, he has found himself a lovely hat to wear.
God I hate my job.
Florida seems to have the rudest customers imaginable.
People need to learn to chill.
1 comment:
DON'T SAY THAT!!! Your a wonderful painter... sometimes I feel the same way when it comes to playing guitar, I get stuck in stages where I'm not just improving but it almost feels like I'm losing talent, but then I suddenly go through a stage where in 2 weeks I learn how to do such amazing things I never was able to do in the past on guitar.
You ARE getting better, I love your work, each one just as good as the last. I would even love it if you could make a picture for me. I hope you can see your talent soon so you understand what I am talking about.
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